New Kid in da House

Rescue mission....

saw a kitten just like Ron on my way back home after work...he was comot, exhausted and scared...one target that i could read from his gestures ---> crossing the busy road and survive...
he was on the road divider, trying to cover himself in the grass...panting..
i couldnt wait...look at the traffic light hoping not to turn green...i wish theres something i can do..i know..i have to..i cant leave...he looks just like Ron...arghhhh....

yup...im screaming in my head...worries in my eyes...im scared too...so, jumped out of the car trying to grab him....but he was so afraid that he scurried away under 2 cars ahead of mine...
Noo!! its green already...urghhhh!! i hate this feeling!! not being able to save him...i hope he got away fine...

but i regret...

i make a U-turn and my eyes caught him still the same place not far from the traffic light..damn..he didnt make it!
i make myself ready this time..plan on how to save him..

he was still scared...keep himself low on the ground. hoping no one will notice him..two U-turns and manage to pump petrol in my 747, he is still there..darling kitten, im trying to resist my instinct...but why?? i feel its my responsible to save him....he's so little!

part of me saying he'll survive..but my heart only scream save him...he's not going to make it alone there..i keep thinking wut if..but i dread not to think did he survive it in the middle of the night....
park my 747 in front of jusco not far from the traffic light, with the red tesco bag, me in my uniform and boots,  i cross the road safely...i need to get myself safe too right??!

didnt care about the traffic, didnt care about the eyes starring at me, i know this is something that not many people do...its hot, its dusty, its a busy road!

saw him...he make eye contact with me...kid, im gonna save ya..be still...
as i grab the back of his neck, he struggle, bit my hands, scratch my hands...
God, please dont make this more complicated....
Shhh shhh shhhs hhs shhh....

blood..yup..my hands both with blood..my blood...
thankfully, the cute lil Ron look alike kitten is in the tesco bag save and sound...
shaky bag, shaky me, i need to go to the loo...my hands bleeding and really need to go to the loo!!

hehe...well...i took lil kid home..
i got my tetanus injections for any infections by lil kid
antibiotic and got an MC too..
lil kid got his injection for deowrm and vaccine , antibiotic plus multi-vitamin from the general veterinary clinic..

now kid...yup,  i cal him kid is at home...warm and eating so much!! hehe..i hope he'll be fine

photo?? coming soon! ^_^

Dont Judge by the book...

today, Mcdonalds fav Hash Brown was mistaken as keledek goreng or fried sweet potato...hehhehee ;p

another week to end...attention...

its friday again...
yesterday i tried to blog thru my hp ---> failed!
so, im blogging now...

i take my time thinking...
i dont think no one will ever read my blog..
this is the only place i believe that no one will take a second look...
or giving me attention...

so, last night i figured about myself..
i really crave for attention...
i want people to care about me..
especially my love ones...
when they dont..i guess i tend to slip away...

i remember that one time when i was 8 or 9 years old...
i will sleep in the same bedroom with my parents..
i wanted attention and i decided to sleep on the cold floor...
i waited for my parents to pick me up from the floor...i want to be love that way..
to know they care...i guess, i did slept on the cold floor...
i still feel the same thing..i want to know that they really care..
show me how they really care...
show me their love for me...
i guess this goes to my boyfriend too...

i am so sure that none of this post will be read by my boyfriend...
or my parents..or my siblings nor any of my family...
i read my sisters blogs...they have their own way to express things..
heart, feelings, doubts, problems, relationship..and self...

i really want attention...
i dont think that he's giving me much attention that i want...
i dont think that he notice..
i need attention...
otherwise....i will slip away and soon be gone...
and in the end, its a little too late to have me back...

i know RON is craving for attention...

alot...

attention...

tell me...

im not sure..im away from my family for a long time...
my mom always story  my grandma about me...
my sisters blogs about how they hate each other.. Aihh
me..im standing here aloneeeeyy ~~
owh..with RON of course..
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just tell me up front ok...
wut u say may hurt me...
but saying things behind my back
or knowing from other people hurts too..

just tell me...

and i will be fine... :)

migrate docs

crazy laaa all these docs have to migrate...
me = O.o
me = +_=
me = ~_~
me = .............>--->0............die clicking on the buttons :((

its flyday today!!!

its friday and its freakin friday and me @ the office now...done lunch and havent done any of my work...
all the time wit twitting and FBeing...aiyaaaaa...

nadiahhhh...go and do your work!!!

hurm....y so malas one?? :P

O.o

i really need something to focus on.....

=_= but what really??

Ya Rabbiii...please guide me through!!!

McDonalds in the office...

Thanks to my dear boss for the Double Fillet O fish...^_^ den konyang sudah!!

~~still waiting for 830pm..time for badminton! ^.^