what is ur kind of disney?

as a child i remember quoting every single line of the lion king with my little brother akmal... from being Simba, the baby lion to Edd, the crazy hyenas. i remember singing every tune of the happy endings of songs...akunamatata; it means no worries for the rest of your days...its our problem free philosophy...

i quote every Disney's cartoon movies as long as i remember...my dream..is always to fall in love with a handsome prince; Aladdin...he's funny, he's charming and he's always hard to get...and he respects the kind of love that he found...with jasmine..."do you trust me?" he asked jasmine as he offered her to ride on the magic carpet...for believing in him, jasmine found her love and the truth...but love, love always conquers all one character that i always fond of is Ariel, the daughter of the sea king...i forgot that ol' man name...huhu...sorry Daddy! she's a red headed with a big one...but i always love her spirits..she wants to know every single thing that comes her way..."but who cares, no big deal..i want more"

she wants to walk, to run and to dance...and she falls in love along the way...used to laugh aloud when that old seagull started to sing when ariel and eric is in a bot...singing kiss the gurl by dear red crab..i forgot his name too!! but dear ol Flounder that always tail her way...

then again, as i grew up, i started to forget...dreams are just dreams..my old dreams is unreachable...my passion is still undeniable in my heart..im angry and envy..and hurt...

i choose to revenge on me out of love that doesnt exist to me...i regret of the path that i chose and regret it for the rest of my life...and it is lesson for me to take

...i am now, existing in between...somewhat i am lost...i choose to love but not to love dearly...i chose to live but i live in exile of my own world...how can that be?

but i agree, i chose to be this way..only i that can change...or to let go and start a new?? i am not sure...

so, what is ur kind of Disney that gives u dream...that make u believe...

cont' later aite..sleep time...out-0050

Dear Diary...

well, dear diary..
had alot on my mind - my mind is now full- so, i cannot think of anything - tired - in the office - late late late - lazy ass - eat and sleep all the time - im so feddup...

so, everytime im driving around town - goin back from work - goin to work - my mind is anywhere else - im not looking where im goin, usually lorr - and im thinking, all the time...so im tired...writing?? i wish i did do that...but after work ---> lazy ass...

so, im blogging at the moment...can't i??

well, dear diary...more coming up

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