Monday, April 2, 2012

The Biggest Dugaan from Allah SWT....

Assalamualaikum..good evening...

5 days to go for the big wedding...sowi sgt tak sempat nak update kat blog...byk sangat rasanya yang nak diceritakan...so many things had happen....some where i dont even know to start...but im here to tell you this...and only this that will make us realize that Allah always works in a mysterious ways...

Start ---> 9 Days to Go for my nikah date 6th April 2012...

i went inspection with my 2nd big boss (en Zailee) and 2 of my officemates. a thorough Occupational Safety and Health System Management Audit for Baharu Stainless Sdn Bhd...2 hours walking or TAWAF about  700meters punye kilang...damn it was hot, totally hot and it was dry...the audit went on and i reach the office by 430pm...i tot i have time to finish up my billings....but i dont have much time...

by 630pm, my mamalang call..
"did u get a msg??" - NO
"andak accident in Putrajaya, 2 of the passanger died on scene...and we dont know his condition"
my heart raced...--WE DONT KNOW -- DEAD or ALIVE...
andak is my mom youngest brother...he just got married in 2010 and still planning to have kids...
i got up..shaking..trying to process the news i jus heard...i remembered that his last word was just yesterday when he commented my FB status...
i cried for a minute or two then i called Sayang Amir...updated him...and by 7 i know i have to be back home packing my stuff to go home to Kajang...i arrived putrajaya emergency unit by 1130..yup, i was driving up to 130km/hr (normal speed for me actually when u know how to drive that fast and that safe...)

i know...this is the dugaan ive been waiting for...because everyone says that being someones fiance will face all sorts of Dugaan...but ive never imagined it could be this big...
My closest family member, my uncle is in critical state...My Andak Mohd RAzif

the news of the accident went out on thursday 29th march 2012, 2 died on scene, 1 critical and 2 of them survived with broken ribs, shoulder and leg...takziah untuk family arwah abg Din Ceria dan arwah abg Kherol...sangat sedih bila tahu, one of them left 4 kids and a wife that is 7 months pregnant and another 3 kids and wife...




Now ---> Andak is in critical condition but stable. unconscious, swollen brain,  broken clavicle  and right arm, fully broken face bone and pelvic fractured.... he is still in the ICU Putrajaya Hospital... 4 days in row i get the chance to talk to him, see him change bit by bit..and know that deep down, he wants to be there for my wedding...he helped my mom alot..he laughed a lot too...i can never forget his jokes about me being  a labu sayong after i get married...

i hope..that even this end of 5 days of singleton... i am able to meet him, talk to him and he will get better...InsyaAllah... and Andak..be strong...you have a loyal wife waitin for you, a family that awaits your jokes and much more to come....and dont worry, the wedding will be ok...i'll bring it to you if i can...i love you Andak! get well soon...