Tell Me...

My last post was in 2014..

what happen to me?

now its 2016..

A Lot Has Happen...

i got pregnant with number two...

i gone through a Cesarean Operation due to PP type II (placenta previa type II) 

i had a baby girl on 15 December 2014

my little Ariq Shakil turns 2 at the end of 2014...

and now he's almost 4 years old..

by the end of 2016

and life happens..

i gain weight a lot..

i feel heavy..

i feel a little bit out of place..

i feel that i cant do much..

i miss myself..

i miss alot doing things that i love to do..

i dont know why, but i dont think that my life put a wall between me and myself..

i think i am the one who's doin it..

i will start writing again..

and i will start here..

and i will start now...

this is me...writing again...

tell me...

am i doing the right thing?