My last post was in 2014..
what happen to me?
now its 2016..
A Lot Has Happen...
i got pregnant with number two...
i gone through a Cesarean Operation due to PP type II (placenta previa type II)
i had a baby girl on 15 December 2014
my little Ariq Shakil turns 2 at the end of 2014...
and now he's almost 4 years old..
by the end of 2016
and life happens..
i gain weight a lot..
i feel heavy..
i feel a little bit out of place..
i feel that i cant do much..
i miss myself..
i miss alot doing things that i love to do..
i dont know why, but i dont think that my life put a wall between me and myself..
i think i am the one who's doin it..
i will start writing again..
and i will start here..
and i will start now...
this is me...writing again...
tell me...
am i doing the right thing?
